Chapter 4 - Dinner with a Ghost

The private dining room at RPM Steak was shielded behind dark walnut panels and bronze-tinted glass. Outside, the restaurant buzzed with Chicago’s elite—hedge fund managers, defense attorneys, and political power brokers sipping martinis under low, amber lighting.
Inside our room, the air was suffocating.
Dante sat opposite me. He had changed into a fresh black shirt, the cuffs rolled back to reveal the heavy gold watch his father had worn on the day of his execution. His hair was slicked back, his sharp features carved from marble. Across the table, a bottle of vintage Barolo breathed in a crystal decanter, untouched.
For twenty minutes, neither of us had spoken.
The waitstaff had come and gone, setting down dry-aged prime steaks and roasted bone marrow with the terrified agility of people who knew Dante Moretti’s temper. The moment the heavy oak door clicked shut, Dante leaned forward, resting his forearms on the white linen tablecloth.
“You’ve never spoken to me the way you did on the phone,” he said, his voice dangerously low.
“You’ve never given me a reason to,” I replied, cutting a precise piece of steak and chewing it slowly. I didn't tremble. I didn't look away from his piercing, predatory gaze.
Dante stared at me, his eyes narrowing. He was assessing me the way he assessed rival capos across a sit-down table. Searching for weakness. Searching for fear.
Finding none.
“Natalia is leaving for Lake Geneva tomorrow,” Dante stated, his tone brooking no argument. “She’s spending three days at the family cabin to clear her head. I told her it was best if she stayed away until the rehearsal dinner.”
“How heroic of you,” I said dryly, setting my fork down with a soft clink. “Sending your mistress to the country so she doesn't upset the bride.”
Dante’s hand slammed onto the table, making the crystal glasses chime.
“She is not my mistress!” he hissed, his jaw clenching so hard the bone protruded beneath his skin. “I have never touched her, Bella! Not once since the day I met you! You have my fidelity!”
“Fidelity of the body is the bare minimum, Dante,” I shot back, leaning forward to match his intensity. “It’s the easiest thing a man can give. What you withheld from me was your loyalty. You gave her your time. Your attention. Your concern. Every time she reached out her hand, you dropped mine to hold hers.”
“She needed me!”
“*I* needed you!”
The words cut through the room like a straight razor.
Dante went rigid.
“I needed you yesterday at that florist,” I said, my voice dropping to a harsh, aching whisper. “I sat in that chair for two hours surrounded by white roses because I didn't want to choose flowers you hated. I wanted our wedding to be perfect for *you*. And while I was memorizing your preferences, you were in Oak Brook, playing savior to a woman who has spent six months systematically sabotaging our relationship.”
Dante looked at me, his eyes dark with a sudden, unsettling realization. For the first time in five years, he couldn't find a counterargument. The sheer weight of the fact hung between us like a hangman’s noose.
“Bella,” he said, his voice softening, reaching across the table to cover my hand. His skin was warm, familiar, a touch that once brought me absolute safety. “I’m sorry. I swear to you, I didn't realize it felt like that to you. I thought... I thought you were strong. You’ve always been so independent. You never asked for help. Natalia... she’s weak. She’s fragile. I thought you understood that.”
I pulled my hand back slowly, slipping it out from beneath his grasp.
“Because I didn't cry every time it rained, you assumed I didn't feel the cold?” I asked.
Dante flinched.
“Being strong doesn't mean I don't bleed, Dante,” I said. “It just means I don't bleed in public to get your attention.”
He stared at his empty hand on the tablecloth, his chest rising and falling heavily. A flicker of something raw and desperate flashed in his eyes—a sensation Dante Moretti rarely experienced: the sensation of losing control.
“We will fix this,” he said firmly, the master negotiator trying to reclaim the room. “Starting tonight. No more Natalia. I won't take her calls. I’ll assign Marcus to handle anything she needs through the end of the year. After the wedding, we’ll take two months in the Amalfi Coast. Just the two of us. No security inside the villa. No phones. Just like we planned.”
He leaned in, his dark eyes pleading with an intensity that would have melted me twenty-four hours ago.
“Give me this, Bella. Let me make this right. We are three weeks away from everything we built.”
I looked at him. Really looked at him.
He meant it in this moment. I knew he did. Dante loved me in the only way a monster knew how to love—possessively, fiercely, but conditionally. He wanted to keep me in his gilded cage, but he wanted the key to the back door so he could slip out whenever Natalia cried.
If I accepted his apology tonight, the cycle would repeat. In six months, Natalia would have another crisis. In a year, she would be sitting at our Thanksgiving table. In five years, she would be whispering poison into my children’s ears.
Once a man shows you who he chooses in an emergency, you must believe him the first time.
“Okay,” I lied softly, offering him a faint, gentle smile. “The Amalfi Coast sounds wonderful.”
Dante let out a massive, shuddering breath of relief. The tension melted from his broad shoulders. He smiled—that brilliant, breathtaking smile that had stolen my heart on a Chicago rooftop five years ago.
“Good,” he murmured, raising his wineglass. “To us, Bella. To the future.”
I raised my glass of Barolo, letting the dark red liquid touch my lips without swallowing.
“To the future, Dante,” I echoed.
*To the future you think is yours.*
***
At 11:30 p.m., we returned to the penthouse.
Dante tried to lead me to the master bedroom, pulling me against his chest in the hallway, his lips pressing hungrily against my neck. His hands gripped my waist with the possessive hunger of a man who believed he had successfully defended his territory.
“I missed you,” he whispered against my skin, his voice thick with desire. “Come to bed, Bella.”
Every instinct in my body screamed in revulsion. His touch, once my sanctuary, felt like an intrusion.
I gently placed my hands against his chest, pushing him back just an inch. “Not tonight, Dante. I have a terrible migraine. The stress from today... I just need to sleep.”
Dante frowned, disappointment clouding his features, but he nodded. “Okay. Take something for the pain. I’ll sleep in the guest room so I don't disturb you.”
“Thank you,” I whispered.
I walked into the master suite, closed the door, and locked it.
I didn't turn on the lights. I stood in the dark, watching the headlights of late-night cars streak across Lake Shore Drive below.
Then, my personal phone buzzed in my clutch.
A text message from an unknown number.
I unlocked the screen.
It was a photograph.
Taken two hours ago, inside a dimly lit private garage.
It showed Dante leaning against the door of a silver Porsche—Natalia’s Porsche—speaking to a mechanic while handing him a thick envelope of cash.
Beneath the photo, a text from Natalia:
*He always fixes my problems, Bella. Even when you think you’ve won his dinner, he spent his lunch hour paying off my private mechanic to make sure my car was safe. You will always be his obligation. I will always be his devotion.*
I stared at the screen.
Dante hadn't just rescued her yesterday. He had secretly coordinated with her mechanic today, during the very hours he claimed to be in union negotiations, ensuring her comfort before meeting me to lie to my face at RPM Steak.
My heart didn't break.
The last remaining thread of sentimentality snapped with the cold finality of a guillotine blade.
I deleted the text.
I took off my engagement ring—the eight-carat flawless diamond that Chicago society envied—and placed it carefully on the nightstand beside his favorite silver cufflinks.
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Then, I opened my closet, pulled out a small carry-on suitcase, and began to pack only the things that belonged to Bella Rossi.
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